Today we learn that my brain is short circuiting and it is causing my seizures. I am have horrible seizures or catatonic state. It is so embarrassing I jerk and can't stay still, I was never this way. I have always been someone who does not bounce my knee or have any nervous ticks. Today it can get so bad that I feel for Michael J. Fox, I look like that and I get breaks and just bounce knee.
I have restless leg syndrome that is really bad, it controls my life to some degree. Between this and my anxiety, I fear leaving my house. I am struggling with two bacteria, praying every time we do the blood test that I am low enough to get off the antibiotic. The antibiotic I have been on since 2013, so sad how sick I have gotten.
I finally got my Amateur radio license, I am an Amateur Extra. Got my Technician in May and General and June and Extra July. My father is N4BZ and I am N4BZD D for daughter, if he passes before me I want to take his call sign N4BZ so just adding a letter so I can take off. I joined a repeater club and find I struggle talking on the repeater. I however did really enjoy Field day and contesting now that I am an Amateur Extra time to learn CW now.
Dean is doing great and has bounced back very well, 3 years later you could barely tell. He does have a bit of a limp but that is also working out. The way he fell on his left butt cheek is a bit flattened, not kidding he squished hi butt. I am loving that he is still alive and able to get back to regular activity and no more DVT;s.
I am finally trying to get out, worried all the time about my seizures. I pray they don't happen when I am away from home. Especially since I have been getting out more often. Still have them every night some way some how. Some times violent jerking all over, I jump in be because I am right here. I get a sign, my son calls it psychic seizures that happen just before, usually in the sign of horrible rage.
My 88 year old father is now living with me and I am trying to get him taught Braille. I have had him in class at the Light House for the Blind. I also have him on audio books and his computer. Once he can read braille better and able to use a braille display he can really take off with his writing..
Meanwhile I am doing what I can and learning to live with disabilities.
Peace be with your spirit!